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perfection




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Thanks PC Dr!

Received an exciting parcel in the mail on Wednesday. Could immediately tell who it was from from the customs declaration sticker on the envelope. The funny thing about these custom declaration stickers is that there is a section on it that the mailer has to fill in- "Quantity and detailed description of contents". So whenever good ole Pammie sends me a present over I sort of know what's inside before ripping the packaging open. Kinda spoils the fun don'cha think?

Anyway, the packaging this year looked different. Firstly the contents on the declaration were PRINTED, secondly there was no card :( (was sort of looking forward to your card Pam :( cos i've had a card from you every year since I can't rmb when... been keeping them in a file) and thirdly (after some careful observation), THE MAIL WAS FROM THE US. LOL. Nevertheless, the contents of the exciting package were very very delightful! I really didn't expect it and THANK YOU SO MUCH PAM. It really brightened up my day. My dreadful day after coming down with some rather strong gastritis. By the way WHERE HAVE U BEEN!? Dadster said you're in Sydney. Haven't seen you online for ages. WHY ARE YOU IN SYDNEY :( No fair..

Been feeling under the weather for the past week. The sharp pains on Monday were very scary. Four straight hours of that horrendous, excruciating pain. It came so suddenly because my gastric's been away for almost a year now... Agh. Well it was only after copious amounts of medication and stuffing the face that I finally got the pain to subside. Was saved by Dadster's miracle medication as usual. Too bad the next day I was experiencing some intense nausea and discomfort. Could hardly move. Seriously. Those darn germs/bacteria/whatever caused me to miss a whole day of lessons!!!!!!!!! -screams.

Yes anyway I feel like shit now for some strange reason. Might very well be the rebound. Feel like throwing up.. guhh. My mind's a blur and my eyes kinda hurt.

The amazing things stress can do to you...

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you